Like bright and chaotic
You know? Both.
I entered and it was familiar
I held somebody’s hand
Kept walking and just went beyond.
Beyond something I dreamt of.
Similar faces, unrelated minds.
My breath went through a wave
Now and then.
Maybe there were a lot of people
Or maybe just the simple commotion,
I was intimate with.
My condition now though
The faces disappeared
The hands changed
Unlike the direction.
I was headed where I came from.
The confusion within me was unbearable.
I still kept walking hoping for peace.
Opposite to the beginning.
Could feel the heat in, the chaos returning.
I stopped, looked around. Trapped.
I let my heart read the story for me
I listened carefully, lonely and scared.
Then again after odds over odds, I realised
I was still inside my head.